I could put how bad work was... and how i feel like i caught a little cold as well... but that's not the case tonight... What happened after work was interesting... so i sorta figured out that i was really low in my paycheck so i went back and did the math and figured out that i didnt count the final 7 hours of my time... (big difference) ... after going back to the restaurant and getting it figured out.. i sat in my car to count up the money i had...
all of a sudden, i heard a tapping on my glass... thinking it was boss wanting something i kinda *sighed and looked over and instead of my boss, it was some random guy... without a thought, i rolled down the window (which now that i think of it, was a terrible idea) and ask what he wanted (for all i knew, he could've just robbed me or had me at gunpoint) ... instead he asked if i had 5 dollars for.. something..... all i knew was the dude wasn't all there to begin with mentally-wise... he began to ramble on how i was a good person and yada yada until he mentioned God... of course.. i couldn't pass up the opportunity and asked him what he knew about God.... after some wacked out stuff... i started asking him if he believed in Jesus.... more wacked out things... i can tell i was going nowhere.. in the end, i tried to communicate the Gospel to him, and handed him a note of the Romans road and 5 dollars... silly me, couldn't find my tracts for some reason...
some thoughts afterwards while i was on my 20 minute drive home were if i should've tried harder.. after all.. i was tired and feeling a bit ill after work... the final answer was yes and no.. yes... i could've went through a little more with him... and no... because i did try my best with who it was... and even if i had went the whole way with the Gospel and such, how genuine would he be if all he wanted was 5 dollars... plus... like i said.. he wasn't all there to begin with.. and it wasnt just me not paying attention.. some of the things he said really didn't make any sense..
anyways... this sorta kinda answered a prayer i had this morning... to be more on fire for God... lately, i've been in a rut... just cruising by seminary, doing my daily thing... with that experience just now.. though weird, it reignited something that i need to be doing more.... also.. need to know where i put my tracts in my car to keep them handy....
i also realized why i have the job i have now... though the people have been absolutely uncouth (i get yelled at at least once per day) ... it's a good training to serve people that i detest..... (though dont think the complaining will stop.. i need something to make myself feel better after a negative person)
tomorrow morning (very early morning) is a habitat for humanities with my small group..... though i didn't go for the first one because of...reasons... i feel more inclined to go this time... mainly because now i know there will be people there to share Christ to... however, i'm not really feeling all that great at the moment... so if anyone is wondering where i was for it... i'm sorry, not feeling so hot...
also.. the other reason that i'm up is because my neighbor is singing.... very...very... poorly... the song he's singing now is "Glory to God"... i wonder if he actually is bringing glory (very mean shane...) .... also, on the bridge part "take my life and let it be, all for you and for your glory..." i feel inclined to replace "life" with "voice" (again... mean shane...)
